A case of the fucking blahs today. There is no growth without discomfort, I know, but it seems the thing that is most important to me is the thing that continues to elude me. Overthinking it I am sure. I am very thankful for everything that is going so well otherwise – work, my health and that of those I love, a comfortable home, family, friends, dog, but there is still that something missing. Come on universe.
p.s. – Tonight Jamie and I were driving in her little car and almost got T-boned by a big, old 70s car. They would have hit my side and it wouldn’t have been good. In light of all of that, universe, I get the hint. Be thankful. I am and I need to focus on that and all other things will fall into place. I still love this song though. It reminds me of being a teenager and being so moody and emotional. In some ways not much has changed if you catch me on a day like today.
